all about my many days and my many thoughts
blog entry #5 [ 9/1/2026 - 1:43 am ]
feeling: cold, but in a nice way
recently got a new addition to my teddy family!! i got her off of ebay and, for some reason, i can't seem to find anything about who made her. her only branding, the tag on her ear (which i've since cut off), read 'home of the sleeping bear', but after looking it up, i didn't find... well, anything. there was one other of her being sold, but she and the other listing had very vague titles... :0
it doesn't matter too much. i was so excited when she arrived and i named her Sherry instantly :-) she is the softest thing ever. shes apparently from the 1990s, and i probably ruined whatever monetary value she had by ripping her out of her plastic bag that she was presumably minted in, but i don't care!!! i never have the heart to keep anything mint in the box and i had to hold her!!!!
blog entry #4 [ 6/24/2026 - 2:10 pm]
feeling: joyous
recently, i've been learning how to use a 3d modeling (kinda) program called POV-ray and i think im gonna make a page logging my progress with learning it. it's from 1991 and it's really good for making more abstract renders, which is something i dig a lot so i'm very excited for when i finally get the hang of it :P
last night, i shifted my room around a little and stored away a broken printer so i could put some of my plushies in the space it was taking up :-)
i have more than whats shown in the image, but they're in other places in my room.
fun fact. the big brown dog plushie on the left is the first toy i ever got!! i don't remember how old i was specifically but i dont think i was even a year old yet. she's the mascot of the hospital my family was visiting at the time and one of the nurses gave her to me so i would stop crying. my parents both tell me that she used to have a little nurses hat but i don't remember that, i wish i still had it lul. her name is rosemary!!!! they all have names, actually. maybe i'll make a page for all of them and their stories. who knows.
blog entry #3 [ 3/30/2026 - 7:30 pm]
feeling: excited
finally gave myself a chance to decompress after not really having time to do so all month. i laid on my floor and watched footage of fish tanks with big heavy books on my back because i don't have a weighted blanket (yet!). it was so nice, i need to stop overworking myself, or at least give myself breaks more often.
also, a fun bonus, but yesterday i figured out the whole navigation sidebar code i've been struggling with and i am so SO SO SO SOOO HAPPY ABOUT IT!!!!!! i'm still trying to figure out how i want to decorate the front page in all honesty. i might draw a new 'welcome to my homepage' title because the one i have right now, i got from Gifcities. i've also been thinking about adding a section with information about my OCs and stories... ooohhh so many possibilities i can't wait i can't wait i can't WAIIITTT to work on new pages tomorrow. i haven't had a thing i've enjoyed doing this much in years it's so good i love life
blog entry #2 [ 3/29/2026 - 11:52 am ]
feeling: warm
making a post early today for the sake of it, i don't imagine ill be doing much today anyway considering i did a good chunk of stuff yesterday. I deep cleaned my room, found a bunch of books i forgot i had shoved under my bed and ordered a replacement copy for minecraft for the xbox 360 because my old copy stopped working because of age i assume :-(. i also went to the thrift and picked up a pretty dirty looking white shelf of... baskets, i guess? like instead of flat shelves they're baskets. i dunno, its very small it barely reaches my waist in height but its perfect for my room
i'm eating a fire as fuck sandwich as i type all this. it's just ham and cheese stuck in the micorwave for 30 seconds with ketchup but it's so good i loooveeee bland as hell food.
anyway that's all for now. i'm gonna go update some stuff around the site.
blog entry #1 [ 3/27/2026 - 11:23 pm ]
feeling: tired
first ever blog entry! I spent a lot of my day today working on this site and i finally got around to setting up the "my doggies" page, which i will be cleaning up and formatting differently tomorrow. it feels a bit bland at the moment. i also have an animation i should be working on... argh so much to do (literally two things).
it's okay, tomorrow is a new day. i plan to wake up early because i really need to go get my hair cut so i hope to use tomorrow a little more productively considering i'll have more time. oh my god i just remembered i also really want to add a side navigation bar to this site, but i cannot for the life of me figure it out. i think i have watched 1 billion tutorials, both video and article, and all of it is just completely going over my head. im destined to use a line of horizontal hyperlinks forever!!!! NOOO!!!
ill sign off this first entry with a picture of the sky i took a few afternoons ago. okay, goodnight and sweet dreams to me.
