all about my many days and my many thoughts
blog entry #4 [ 6/24/2026 - 2:10 pm]
feeling: joyous
recently, i've been learning how to use a 3d modeling (kinda) program called POV-ray and i think im gonna make a page logging my progress with learning it. it's from 1991 and it's really good for making more abstract renders, which is something i dig a lot so i'm very excited for when i finally get the hang of it :P
last night, i shifted my room around a little and stored away a broken printer so i could put some of my plushies in the space it was taking up :-)
i have more than whats shown in the image, but they're in other places in my room.
fun fact. the big brown dog plushie on the left is the first toy i ever got!! i don't remember how old i was specifically but i dont think i was even a year old yet. she's the mascot of the hospital my family was visiting at the time and one of the nurses gave her to me so i would stop crying. my parents both tell me that she used to have a little nurses hat but i don't remember that, i wish i still had it lul. her name is rosemary!!!! they all have names, actually. maybe i'll make a page for all of them and their stories. who knows.
blog entry #3 [ 3/30/2026 - 7:30 pm]
feeling: excited
finally gave myself a chance to decompress after not really having time to do so all month. i laid on my floor and watched footage of fish tanks with big heavy books on my back because i don't have a weighted blanket (yet!). it was so nice, i need to stop overworking myself, or at least give myself breaks more often.
also, a fun bonus, but yesterday i figured out the whole navigation sidebar code i've been struggling with and i am so SO SO SO SOOO HAPPY ABOUT IT!!!!!! i'm still trying to figure out how i want to decorate the front page in all honesty. i might draw a new 'welcome to my homepage' title because the one i have right now, i got from Gifcities. i've also been thinking about adding a section with information about my OCs and stories... ooohhh so many possibilities i can't wait i can't wait i can't WAIIITTT to work on new pages tomorrow. i haven't had a thing i've enjoyed doing this much in years it's so good i love life
blog entry #2 [ 3/29/2026 - 11:52 am ]
feeling: warm
making a post early today for the sake of it, i don't imagine ill be doing much today anyway considering i did a good chunk of stuff yesterday. I deep cleaned my room, found a bunch of books i forgot i had shoved under my bed and ordered a replacement copy for minecraft for the xbox 360 because my old copy stopped working because of age i assume :-(. i also went to the thrift and picked up a pretty dirty looking white shelf of... baskets, i guess? like instead of flat shelves they're baskets. i dunno, its very small it barely reaches my waist in height but its perfect for my room
i'm eating a fire as fuck sandwich as i type all this. it's just ham and cheese stuck in the micorwave for 30 seconds with ketchup but it's so good i loooveeee bland as hell food.
anyway that's all for now. i'm gonna go update some stuff around the site.
blog entry #1 [ 3/27/2026 - 11:23 pm ]
feeling: tired
first ever blog entry! I spent a lot of my day today working on this site and i finally got around to setting up the "my doggies" page, which i will be cleaning up and formatting differently tomorrow. it feels a bit bland at the moment. i also have an animation i should be working on... argh so much to do (literally two things).
it's okay, tomorrow is a new day. i plan to wake up early because i really need to go get my hair cut so i hope to use tomorrow a little more productively considering i'll have more time. oh my god i just remembered i also really want to add a side navigation bar to this site, but i cannot for the life of me figure it out. i think i have watched 1 billion tutorials, both video and article, and all of it is just completely going over my head. im destined to use a line of horizontal hyperlinks forever!!!! NOOO!!!
ill sign off this first entry with a picture of the sky i took a few afternoons ago. okay, goodnight and sweet dreams to me.
